September 19, 2005
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Day 3 of no smoking and it is killing me. I feel zapped of energy and tired from waking up so damn early. I fell asleep like at 4am and got up at like 8am. That is not enough sleep especially if I am quitting smoking (less sleep makes you more stressed and makes it harder to quit) or my diet (your metabolism slows down like 15% if you don't get at least 6 hours of sleep or at least I heard.
Julie keeps picking herself. We have been spraying her all day with this anti-pick spray and as soon as it dries she goes at it again! I don't want to keep squirting this stuff on her, it can't be that great for her. But if I don't do something she will pick until she makes herself bleed. I gotta try doing some more research. What really sucks is she is illegal in california (and not new york go figure) so I can't bring her to a vet or into a pet shop cause they would take her from me. How lame is that? She is better off with me though, anyone that I would have left her with in New York would probably have let her go after a while. Birds are hard work to take care of. The smarter they are the harder it is. Like raising a small child that can bite when she gets pissed off.
The handfasting is looking really bleak. We are brokkkkkkkkkkke and unless I am going to get my ssi before december (most likely a nono) it will be really tight. I won't even get to wear the traditional dress. That is alright though it is more important that we recieve blessings from above for our union, right?
I am feeling very tired. I am not sure if it is from my diet, or from quitting smoking. If tomorrow I don't feel any better I'll know I am either sick or the diet isn't working to well for me. So I'll raise my intake a little, even if just for a week to get my metabolism kicking stronger again.
Finally my friend and scriptor is back from his vaca! He says he will be ready to start working on the UO shard with me again this weekend. That means I have a lot of work to do. I have to set up the server again. I will not register with gateway though until the shard is going open beta. I have to also start working on the map again and organizing all the work that needs to be scripted in. I also need to find someone to do the 2d design & animation. I also need to put a website and forum together! GRRRRRRRRR so much work... if anyone wants to help, can script c#, can do 2d design & animation, or want to be a part of the game to play it just let me know and I'll see what I can do for ya.
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