September 15, 2005
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The days sure have been flying past. So much to post, that I don't know where to begin. Well on monday we went to venice beach with yerdz and had a great time. I got to buy a couple of ponchos, one is just like Yerdz's. We where on the boardwalk when LA had a blackout, oh well we had to rely on beach sunlight! poor us! lol! Josh spoiled me AGAIN! Even though I am not going to be smoking weed as much as I used to, he still got me a nice pipe with a gorgeous case since it was a good deal and a great pipe. To show how strong the pipes where he took it and banged it against the display case. I nearly screamed! They are made by their glass blowers and are blow inside out or something liek that. The designs are in between THREE layers of very thick and heavy glass! That is going to be my upgraded outdoor pipe. My throw away doesn't give as nice hits. Plus the way the inside is shaped makes the smoke go into me so comfortably that I never realize how big my hits are till I blow out. Crazy huh? He sure spoils me the bum!
Monday Josh and I went to the King Tut exhibit (currently located in LA!) We had a blast. We went in at 9:30 and came out at 1 pm! Yikes where did all the time go? On the plus side we may have finally successfully abstracted his 2 point hold on his dmv record. So at least we did something towards getting his paperwork in line! There where so many beautiful things on display. It is so amazing, it is so hard to believe this stuff was created in B.C. Josh wanted to have a replica made of one of the pieces but have it made in our image instead of king tut and his wife, with some pagan prayers on the back instead of the egyptian ones. Isn't that precious? Shame I am so tight on money....
I am really scared because I haven't recieved a child support check yet... it might have finally been cut. We will know for sure when tonight we check the account cause sometimes the checks arrive together for some weird reason. If I still don't get it... its over. We are still going to have the wedding regardless though. It just won't be as nice as we had hoped, but that is alright! Josh was upset when he thought we weren't going to have it. The way I see it though, this wedding is just for our close friends and us... so I am sure they will understand when I can't throw a huge wedding dinner and things along those lines. And if they don't then they don't have to come of course. But Josh and I will still be married on Dec 21st winter solstice!
I have lost 14 lbs since I have started my diet at the beginning of this month! Go me! I have been doing really well on my diet. I also have a secret xanga that is actively involved in a weight loss web ring that has been helping me lose weight. Josh has also been so helpful. I am so happy eating healthier, and I rarely get a craving for anything that isn't anymore. Go me!
I am trying to quit smoking ciggarettes again... Hopefully this will be my last attempt. It is so hard... I had a cig like an hour ago and I am craving one so badly right now. :*( but there isn't much I can do about it is there? I will just have to cope. I can always chew gum (won't hurt my diet) but I don't really want to. Oh well, Josh will be home soon from school hopefully and then I can bitch at him until I feel better!
For those of you that might have been wondering, aside from an argument yesterday, Josh is really doing a lot better with how he treats me. After he had been behaving for like a week straight he came up to me and knelt in front of me (I was sitting in front of the comp) and he says "we are going to be ok right?" He is so worried about losing me. I gotta admit sometimes I get scared too. But things have been a lot better lately and even though yesterday really pissed me off cause we were having such a sweet and lovey dovey day, I know he is trying... I can feel that he is trying and that he loves me. So I am happy with that for now. Eventually we will get stronger as a couple. We have a lifetime to work it out!
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