August 31, 2005
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~Another Day~
I am a little miffed today. Supposedly Josh's sister was going to come over and even spend the night and no one tells me this. Luckily she didn't come, very lucky for me. I hadn't finished cleaning the bathroom or the bedroom or Josh's mom's room. How friggin lame! How if especially if I am cleaning that day, (I didn't sleep last night and had begun cleaning long before Josh's mom left for work) no one warns me? I know its not my house, but I do live here! Forget about the cleaning, the fact that someone is going to stay over ought to be reason enough for someone to tell me! No one has any consideration anymore. It friggin bugs me. And especially how Josh's sister is... some of the drawers that we use now USED to have her stuff in it. I could so picture her just walking right into our room (like she always does) and going right into the drawers. I could so picture her a scavengar for smoke. She doesn't know that I do. I don't think its any of her business and I would never sit down and smoke with her... even if it was her stash. Yeah, I am not too crazy about his sister in case you didn't pick it up but it is with reason. She put her boyfriend above everyone else (even her mom and brother when we where there for christmas) but meanwhile she rubs it in my face that I am not really part of the family. Or like she will tell her kids yeah me and Josh are adults they have to respect us when she doesn't give us any. Josh and I have even gone as far as to plan to put money away so when his mom goes to Lonni's we can say we have plans and go somewhere else. It's just a messy situation all over. I hope I am not gonna see her, but that isn't likely... I believe she even has keys to the house. I want a lock on my door. I have my own personal life that especially her I don't want in it. Damn bitch.
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