August 28, 2005
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~I forgave him early, what a surprise~
Josh and I made up yesterday. I know I shouldn't have, but I couldn't help it! He was willing to sleep on the floor next to the couch where I was sleeping just to sleep in the same room with me and he even got on his knees to ask forgiveness. He also agreed that the next time he goes and plays counterstrike all day instead of trying to resolve the fight, that he looses his cs account. I can't imagine really taking his account from him, but oh well! I need to learn to play for him (promised) I'll just use his account!
My friend is letting me use her lineage 2 account. I made a character named MistressSybilla. She is a mystic right now, but eventually she will be a dark wiz. I don't know why she wanted me to play a dark wiz instead of an oracle, but oh well I am sure she had a reason. I was super nice and actually let Josh play with her, while we were still "fighting." I wish I could afford to activate our own accounts, but everything is too tight with the handfasting.
I got some forms from SSI today. I really need to get the prescription, what if they drug test me? I wasn't expecting to hear from them until December so I am taking it as a good sign. Also, instead of sending an answer they are asking me to fill out more forms, something else I take as a good sign. I am NOT looking forward to filling out those forms. I hate talking about my depression with anyone other than my friends. Among my friends its like a norm, but with these people you are admitting something is wrong with you. I hate that. Well, I guess it will be worth it when I am getting the SSI check. Could you imagine if I got it early? That would be absolutely wonderful.
Btw I am sorry if the password protect bothers anyone, but it was something I had to do. I didn't want to change my xanga name (this account is premium for life) but there where people looking in that I want to keep as far away from my life as possible. I hope it doesn't bug anyone too bad. And I am sorry it is on the comment page as well! I was only planning for it to be on the entry page, but Josh found that if you use premium so you can search out web entries sometimes they brought you straight to the comments page. >.< Lame!
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