August 27, 2005
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~Days Events~
Ok finally the site is completely perfect, aside from that problem we are having with the search bar. The search bar does not search automatically. It will take you to the xanga search site where you have to type in what you want it to search. So if you have xanga premium and can use the search bar, then just hit the button that says "Legalize It!!!" Because I have been a little worried about who has been viewing my site and since I am so honest on this site, Josh has put in some security measures for me, such as a needed password to view it. It wasn't Josh's friends that worried me enough to put a password on my site, it was Nick. With Josh's friends I am worried they will go to his parents about stuff I write on here to break us up (they have done worse in the past) but really the only thing I do wrong is smoke weed and I am going to get a prescription for that soon. It is gonna take a little longer than I thought though because the doctor I was supposed to go to has up and moved so.... lame! No, my real worry was Nick. See ever since Josh and I have been engaged he has been worried about Nick finding out and sending people to stalk me and stuff and like I said the other night we where having problems with people trying to get into the house (well we assume it was a person... not many street animals are smart enough to work a door handle!) soooo that is why the annoying password thing is on my site. Now I will be able to type everything I ever wanted without fear! Isn't that great? If you want any scripts I have on my site just ask!
Wow, I got such good smoke today... I was totally gone after one hit. It was hash weed. (I only smoke natural stuff, no lacing in my weed thank you!) I was trying it for the wedding, cause I want to make sure I have good stuff for everyone that day! I feel awful that i spent $140 on smoke, but it lasts me the whole month... when smoking ciggs was at least $200 a month. Anyway I probably won't smoke for a while, I want to cut back. So anyway, I smoked at like 5 pm and I was totally faded until like 11:30 pm and I am only now at 5 am starting to sober up mentally. I smoked with Justin one bowl of hash and two bowls of medicinal. It wasn't the medicinal that kept me high so long it was the hash weed. It was just... damn. It was so strong... it makes me not want to smoke so often... something so strong has to have side effects. I got to hang out with Justin today, I wasn't gonna buy until the beginning of next month, but Josh is like "he always smokes you out and he doesn't even have... you ought to just go ahead and buy today I will make sure you don't smoke it all before September is up." and that was when it clicked in my head and we went and bought. Wow... I got killer munchies! So did Josh, he got a little contact. Not enough to be high but enough to get DA MUNCHIES!!! It was so cool hanging out with Justin again, but I am worried I made a fool of myself cause some of the stuff I said didn't even make sense to me and like Josh was supposedly saying I was faded or that I was gone in a sweet way (he finds it cute when I get fucked up... go figure) and I thought he was making fun at me so I would start cursing him out! Stuff like that that I couldn't help cause I was just too far gone... or like people would talk to me and I would know they are talking to me but... I was just there... lol! Yeah that stuff is too strong for everyday smoking... it will be a while before I smoke again.
It was awesome talking to Yerdz on the phone. We have decided to write out the whole weird ass story of how I wound up in Cali and what happened to us as a result of it. That is gonna be fun. I bet no one will believe it! I bet everyone will think its some story we made up! But that's ok! Weird stuff happens in my life all the time that sounds like I am making it up! It is great talking to Yerdz over the phone, even though I was still faded mentally. Josh likes it when I talk to Yerdz, he says it helps me. He normally doesn't even bug me! Like I will go into the room and lie down to talk to her and he will only come in to tell me something or to bring me something if I ask him to, he just gives me space to relax with my gal pal. Isn't that so considerate of him? Luv you Josh and Yerdz! Can't forget Gabe... definitely luv you too! Between the three of you I think I'll be ok!
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