August 27, 2005
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Josh promised that if we where fighting that he wouldn't play Counterstrike. It was supposed to deter him with fighting with me. What happened instead? He is like "oh well" and plays. I feel like I am not being taken seriously. I feel like Josh is treating me like crap lately. I really am considering ending it. He just really doesn't make me happy anymore. In the past month the reason I have been smoking so much pot is to chase away anxiety and depression caused by him. Lately though I am too sad to bother. What is the point when the only people who have ever cared for you in your life abuse you and take advantage?
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