August 23, 2005

• Omgosh I want my skin to be made already. The stupid little things that are right on my xanga are bothering me. I want it to be done with already so I can save the skin and go ahead and screw around and make other xanga skins. I want to make a more dark gothic one, and a pagan designed one, and like a romatic one. Hey ok I got too much time on my hands, but at least I try to be productive.

  
  

  Do you have any idea how many people are home on a Friday night? Do you have any idea how many people feel more bored on Friday night, because it is Friday night and they feel like some exciting amazing thing is supposed to happen and it doesn't? Why do we do that? Friday night is really any other night! Isn't that funny? Think about how many things we look at differently just cause of the name? And yet Shakespeare said:                                               "A Rose by any other name, would smell just as sweet."

  
  

  Shallow excuses for existances we are, but if it makes you happy it can't be that bad. Question is, does it really make you happy? Unconditional, no strings attached happy? A feeling that lives beneath the skin of your heart and despite any of the horrible things that happens to you, your still happy. Under the pain and depression, there has to be something that makes you truly happy or you wouldn't have hope. Without any hope, you wouldn't be reading my xanga right now, now would you?

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