August 22, 2005

• What do you do when you feel like your heart is being shreaded? What do you do? What do you do when emotion and stress transcend a mental state and begin to affect you physcially? What can you do without backing out of all the things that make your life worth living? Did you know there are people out there who do not get depressed? They have no clue what it is like? Did you know there are people who do not feel things the same way you do? It doesn't touch them as deeply the way it does to you? Things like this amaze me. I can not imagine not feeling the way I do. I can not imagine not being as sensitive as I am. Can you imagine feeling any differently than you do? Yes there are those that feel even worse and that is not so hard to imagine. You can sympathize with them to some extent because you have had a taste. But if your cuts are as deep as mine, they are like tattoos given at birth. You do not remember what it is like not to have them and you can not even begin to imagine.

  
  

  Sorry if I freaked anyone out. I am still as sane as I ever was... if I even was to begin with! Just needed to write something from the heart to try to express some of this sadness and pain. If you get me you'll understand.

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