July 25, 2005
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Omgosh, today is the day. And of course Josh didn't get enough sleep so he is still in bed sleeping and I am up with nothing to do completely freaking out! I am just scared that I am gonna jump. Anyone have any idea what happened to Samika? I would love to talk to her again! Talking to everyone is making me think more of my memories of back east, it is making me miss New York all over again and I want to kick myself because I can not just walk down the street and take a train and visit all the places I am thinking about. I never thought I would be married out here in California... I always thought I would meet someone out here and go back to New York and get married there. (I used to have dreams when I was very little about meeting the love of my life in California, and Josh looks just like him and acts just like him... just I didn't picture his name being Josh!) I wanna spruce up my xanga a bit more. I have been doing some minor changes lately and if you guys know of some code that would make my site a little better dont be afraid to share it! I was going to totally redo the site and do it in a goth or witchcrafty theme, but I love the Last Unicorn!!! Oh well. I need to eat something so I don't get light headed... I am so nervous!!!
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